Laying in bed, wrapped up in sheets
I hug the pillow to my aching heart.
The pain is so dreadful, it spread all over
rendering all my limbs as useless.
Leave me alone, I don’t want to get up.
The sun hurts my red rimmed eyes.
So the shades are shut, and I curl up
as the numbness continues to spread.
Yet it’s still there, the agony I feel.
It washes over me like a wave.
But I can’t move from my position.
So I drown in a sea of grief.
Weakened from to many wounds in life.
Silence is my companion,
welcomed more then a friend.
No more does my mind comprehend.
Confusion reigns as helplessness stays.
My life I wish to end.